I've been feeling pretty awful for just over a week now, I'm sure it's because of my hormones since I miscarried last month and I'm pretty sure I'm pregnant again but I don't dare takt the test only to miscarry again since this would be my 6th, I just can't seem to keep it together today. I'm already crying and I HATE crying, there no logical reason for it, everything is going well in my life except that I feel like crap and my house is falling apart because of it. I'm usually messy anyway but I haven't had a single clean dish in days and I haven't eaten well in more because everything seems gross. Luckily my kids are wonderful and they seem to just take what they can get and give me lots of love no matter what is going on.
My poor family has had to deal with my short fuse for a while now and if I am pregnant it will only continue until I get past the worst part of the MS. I know it will get better, but it feels pretty overwhelming right now.
Thanks for listening to my pity party and whine.